damnprussia:
Gilbert still stared at him, his expression unchanging. Gilbert, not in love with work? What was this some Bizarro-world? “Well, I suppose nowadays I’m just working out of spite,” he said with a small laugh. “In the government, that is. A bunch of incompetent sops, the lot of them.” He paused. “But, you know, I work in the Air Force, too - I love that. I love flying, and training the new recruits. That brings me much joy. They often have to kick me out. I do charity work, too, with the Prussian Heritage Foundation - that is very enjoyable.”
He paused and stopped on their walk, looking down at his shoes, hands shoved in his overcoat pockets, before looking off in the distance. “It’s really not the same, though – as our real work. Being a nation, you know.” He closed his eyes slowly. “I don’t think we could ever love your job too much. That’s impossible. Your job is to be you, and to take care of every human being that gives you life… there really is no other feeling like it. Standing exactly where you belong on this Earth, surrounded by people who love you, who identify with you, who know only you.” He looked back at Andre with a small smile. “I loved that work far too much. I loved being Prussia. And I would give anything -anything - to have that feeling again, and to be able to do that work again. Even for just one day.”
He snorted. “The government had always been a competition over who has the bigger dick, anyway. But hey, someone has to keep them in check.”
André blinked as he listened to Gilbert’s monologue. “Yeah… yeah, yeah, I see…” the words came out under his breath while he nodded. The only reason André liked what Gilbert said was that he brought up morals similar to André’s, of course, nothing else. André could only smile sadly and glance at the ground as he rubbed the back of his own neck. He loved his people, too, but was never able to fulfil the favour. Granted, it was easier for a nation to take care of their people than a city, since they had armies and arable land that can help them live independently. André was never that lucky. But hey, perhaps it’s simply just life.
“I miss the times before cities got so involved in world politics. You know?” André confessed. “Granted, I didn’t have much power over any decisions by the heads of state. But being a city has its perks. You start to recognise old and new families who come and go, you become part of a closely-knit community, and you watch peoples’ lives like the passing of the seasons. It’s sad to watch them pass, but their lives are so glorious and filled with joy that it was alright. It’s a little more scattered now, especially with so many more people living here and all the tourists. How do you ever manage globalisation…” he frowned. “Oh. Right. I’m sorry.” André inhaled a hiss, then saw that he was still clutching onto his cigarette packet. “Cigarette?” He offered.